To this day, I can visualize my father standing before our havurah (informal prayer) community on Rosh Hashanah, holding his small, white-and-beige marbled shofar against his pursed lips, waiting for my brother to call out the traditional sequence of notes. It felt to me that my father and brother were uniquely attuned to each other, to the yearnings of the community, and to the spiritual power of this embodied sacred act.
As much as I love to sing, chant, and discuss the liturgy and biblical readings of the High Holy Days, the elemental sounds of the shofar somehow reverberate through me differently, mysteriously calling forth thoughts and emotions that are otherwise very difficult to access. Part of this is related to these family memories and other personal associations, but it is also rooted in the ancient origins of this simple, organic object that has been utilized by countless Jewish practitioners throughout the ages.
As luck (or providence) would have it, in the late spring of 2022, I began reading Sand Talk by the Australian Aboriginal writer Tyson Yunkaporta just as I was beginning my annual preparations for the High Holy Days. I was immediately intrigued by Yukaporta’s practice of carving objects as part of an intentional embodied approach to sharing the wisdom of his people and of non-human kin—past and present. Seeing Yunkaporta’s drawings of his woodwork and learning about his distillation of Australian Aboriginal wisdom holistically led me to think anew about the shofar.
I was particularly interested in Yankaporta’s description of his braided methodology—what he calls umpan—as it is “our word for cutting, carving, and making—it is also the word now used for writing.” As he further states, “my method for writing incorporates images and story attached to place and relationships, expressed first through cultural and social activity.” [1] This is precisely what I find so powerful about the shofar: because it is an ancient, indigenous, instrument that Jews have carried with them in their wonderings throughout the world—mostly due to forced movement—it has been invested with a variety of meanings— “image and story attached to place and relationship”— that echo through it today. Put differently, the shofar is a unique Jewish spiritual touchstone that has the power to connect one to different layers of meaning from different places and stages of our religious and cultural development—from the ancient Near East to contemporary North America.
Inspired by Yankaporta’s bold and insightful presentation of some of the gems from his tradition, I began to renew my relationship to the shofar, sounding it each morning during the month of Elul (the last month of the Jewish calendar year)—which I had not done consistently for some time—and exploring various commentaries, sermons, stories, music, and visual art related to it.
During this time of exploration, I came upon a fascinating text about the shofar ritual and intergenerational dynamics by the 18th- century Hasidic master, Rabbi Moshe Hayim Efraim of Sudilkov (d. 1800), author of the influential homiletical work the Degel Mahaneh Efraim. [2] Appended to the large compendium of sermons on the Torah portions and holidays is a short dream diary the mystical preacher kept for several years.
In the very last entry, the Rebbe (“Master”) records a dream he had in early December of 1784 involving his late and revered grandfather, Israel ben Eliezer, the Ba’al Shem Tov (d. 1760), the paradigmatic holy man in Eastern European Hasidism. Rabbi Moshe Hayim opens his diary entry as follows:
I beheld in a dream my master and elder, my grandfather, ascending the synagogue platform. He took a shofar in hand and proceeded to sound the traditional sequence of notes. Before each set of sounds, however, he called out the notes himself.
The Sudilkover continues by stating that as he watches the Ba’al Shem Tov, he is puzzled about his own role in this drama:
I stood confused as to what I should do, since he was calling out the sounds and blowing the shofar himself!
Just then, his grandfather summons him to the platform, albeit in an unexpected way:
He called out “ya’amod” (“arise”) as is done when calling a person to the Torah. I went up to the platform, stood next to the wide end of the shofar, and recited a blessing, as one does when approaching the Torah scroll.
Although our preacher does not specify what blessing he recited— did he recite the traditional shofar blessing?— based on the ensuing details in the diary entry, this ritualized exchange with his grandfather was transformational:
Lo and behold, I found myself standing inside the shofar, as a sound came forth from it.
The call and response between the Ba’al Shem Tov—who was renowned for his mystical and magical abilities—and Rabbi Moshe Hayim moved the latter from being a bewildered outsider to the very center of the shofar experience. So much so that he was now nestled inside the horn itself, feeling the force of the blast with every fiber of his being as it rushed through the instrument.
This intriguing moment in the dream calls to mind the scene of the prophet Jonah in the belly of the “great sea creature” (chapter 2) that is traditionally read on Yom Kippur. It is in the hollow of the mighty fish that God’s reluctant messenger cries out to the Divine, and from which Jonah goes forth to the “great city of Nineveh” (chapter 3) to proclaim the need for communal teshuvah/repentance.
Without saying anything more about his extraordinary voyage in and out of the shofar, the Sudilkover continues his narration as follows:
After this, I took the shofar in hand and went to my home, where I sounded it myself.
Empowered by this extraordinary experience inside the horn, Rabbi Moshe Hayim takes hold of the shofar, leaves the synagogue, and goes to his own home to sound it.
There is no mention of the Ba’al Shem Tov granting him permission to do so, or of him even bidding farewell to the Sudilkover. It is, as if, with a wink and a smile, Zeide [3] recedes, knowing that his grandson is now prepared to carry out this sacred ritual independently, having truly immersed himself in this ancient and mysterious practice.
Surely Rabbi Moshe Hayim studied and sought to apply various mystical teachings about the power of the shofar long before this dream experience. Now, however, he seems to embody these insights more fully. His experience inside the ram’s horn now seems to reside within him.
At this point in the dream diary, the preacher—using Kabbalistic terminology—offers a brief interpretation of the preceding events. He states confidently that his shofar performance has opened the heavens and drawn forth divine blessing upon him and on others.
Importantly, the Sudilkover includes two more brief snippets from dreams he had the following morning and the next night.
As night turned to day, I dreamed again: This time, I saw myself wearing a kittel, a festive white robe embroidered with rows of silver and gold—it was a truly “regal garment” (see Esther 8:15).
It seems that our preacher has journeyed in this dreamscape through the Ten Days of Repentance. [4] He first sounds the shofar on Rosh Hashanah, and now dons the special white robe or kittel worn on Yom Kippur (and on a few other special occasions).
The depiction of the robe as being both white (a sign of purity) and decorated with silver and gold seems to indicate that Rabbi Moshe Hayim has undergone an additional transformation (similar to the figure of Mordecai in chapter 8 of the Scroll of Esther). While we do not know who else sees our preacher in his finery, clearly he sees himself as a ben Melekh, “a child of the King,” a person of spiritual nobility. [5]
The use of the term “royal” (malkhut) to describe the kittel also suggests that the Sudilkover feels the indwelling presence of the Divine—called Shekhinah or Malkhut in Kabbalistic tradition—surrounding, filling, and emanating from him (like inside the shofar).
Given the flow of the dream sequence, this brief scene seems to confirm the Sudilkover’s emergence as an independent and inspired spiritual actor, following in the footsteps of his grandfather and a host of other visionaries going back to biblical times. [6]
In one last act of time travel, the rabbi states that the same Friday night, he had a third dream in which he was celebrating Shemini Atzeret, the last day of the fall holiday season. Fittingly, his grandfather reappears in this scene:
Not only did I see myself rejoicing greatly, but so too was my master and elder, my grandfather.
The Ba’al Shem Tov and the Sudilkover, now both full initiates into the mysteries of the shofar practice, celebrate this sacred occasion together.
Rabbi Moshe Hayim then adds a second interpretive note, reiterating that his visions all point to a “sweetening” (ham’takah, a mystical term) of heavenly decrees during this season of divine judgment, of renewed blessing for his people, and a future time global salvation.
With that, the Hasidic master ends his final dream entry— and closes his entire book of teachings— having taken us on a journey from waking to dream consciousness and from December 1784 back through the course of the fall Jewish holidays.
In keeping with various Jewish mystical teachings, he seems to have extended the period of teshuvah—return, repair, and renewal—to Shemini Atzeret or even to the edge of Hanukkah (which, in 1784, was celebrated just one week after the sequence of dreams) by revisiting his role in the sacred rites of this season.
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In exploring this evocative narrative, I found myself reflecting on a foundational element of Yankaporta’s book, which he calls “story-mind.” As he states,
Narrative is the most powerful mechanism for memory. While isolated facts go only to short-term memory, or to midterm memory with repetition (as with study for exams), story goes immediately to long-term memory. [7]
This is part of what I believe makes the Sudilkover’s dream diary so powerful. In recounting his imaginal journey through the fall holiday season, he tells a compact and compelling story about his relationship to his legendary grandfather, his own evolving role as a Hasidic master, and the relationship between the Jewish people and the Divine—all through the aperture of the shofar, so to speak. The Sudlikover also invites us

